exposure to online negativity
For an increasingly long time now, I noticed how negative the internet has become. Countless comments on innocent people's posts, where they're basically being themself, and for some reason that's not okay.
And this behavior, this way of being, is for some reason very normalized. Everyone is being mean and I think I now realize my exposure to this constant negativity is really effecting me and making me be a negative person as well. I think constantly seeing the way people talk about other people, makes me alo feel that I am not allowed to be myself because I'm also weird. Would I be bullied this way too?
This world really scares me, ever since I was young I felt like its wrong to be who I am. It's not okay to be different, or childlike.
Why is it this not okay to be different than other people?
I feel like my mind has been wrongfully intoxicated with all the bad things that are possible. I am now trying to detox myself, to not be exposed to these things that are constantly traumatizing me. But its hard.
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